Dreams do hunt us and have an impact on our daily life, our personality and may be the future time to come. Some people say that what you see in dreams, opposite will in actual happen and some deny this. In all, people do dream and there is a specific breed of humans who do get what they see in dreams either it is bad or good but they have this power to see the dream and then correlate it to this real world, their own lives or the lives of others.
I am still with no opinion that whether my dreams are always true or it is just opposite of what I saw in dreams. Although you don’t often fully remember your dreams at least as far as I am concerned but for quite some time, I always had a dream in between different episodes of life with all the endeavors around me. This dream which even I can’t see fully or vividly, but I do see that dream because this is the only dream which I can remember for a much longer time of my life, others often fade away in a day or may be less.
What is my dream anyway or what is the feeling of it as I open my eyes? I must say that after this dream there is always relaxation though for a very small period of time rather than fear but that relaxation is only up to when I am in a world in-between dream and reality.
So what actually is my dream? It is a feeling that I am the most successful and happy man in this world, all my worries are gone, I am relaxed and what I wanted ever from my life I have achieved it and when I start to enjoying the moment my eye open always, I don’t have even seen the full dream, just some feeling, some time and that is all.
Though this is a very common type of dream and may be will be happening to the most of the people but the feeling or the time in between the realization, that it is a dream and the actual dream is too wonderful and relaxing.
After opening of eyes, I start saying to myself, this time it is not a dream and yes this time it is reality but with very less time, the feeling of reality and ending of dream jolt me that it was actually a dream again.
On realizing that now it is a dream, I always want to go back, jump back into it to, say to myself that, this time it is not a dream, it is reality, and finally I am over my dream, it is what I am searching for my whole life.
In this searching, again a voice say to me, forget it, this time it is also a dream, wake up, God knows when your dream will become true but now again you are back in reality, back in your daily routine. With sad feeling I open my eyes, take a deep breath and always said to my heart, it was a dream again.
This is happening to me for the last many years and happen every six months or so if I remember correctly. Each time I wish that this time it is not a dream and finally in reality I hit the bull’s-eyes of my dream, I finally made it, I am able to beat my dream and now it is a reality, hard-core reality and I am living in it.
Is this will ever happen to me again? So far quite a time have passed and I have not seen this dream again!