Talking to Myself

Closed eyes reveals myself more than eyes wide open. Adnan Kakazai.

Oh My…

4 Comments

I asked
Who are you?
Neither you
Own me
Nor you want
Me
To leave
You

Neither you
Making my life
Easier
Nor
Comfortable

Neither you
Want to give
Me any
Hope
Nor you saying
That all is
Lost

Neither you want
Me to
Enjoy
Nor you want
Me to
Be sad

You are just
There in me
Between
Different layers
Of
My soul
And
My body
But
Too cautious to
Expose yourself
In front of
Me

I daily
Fight with you
Daily
I address you
With a vigor
That if
You want me
Then own me
This
Half Empty
And
Half full
Approach
Is killing
Me
From
Inside
As well as
From
Outside

But then
I know
Your past
Your loyalty
Towards me
Complete
Ownership
Is not your
Forte

At the same time
You also
Know that
Living without
You
Is not a
Possibility
Even if I
Don’t trust
You
At all

OH My
Happiness
Do come to me
Do visit me
Very often
Do own me
Never leave me
Alone
And
I know
Even then
You will
Leave
Me

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Author: Adnan Kakazai

A hobbyist photographer who likes to travel...

4 thoughts on “Oh My…

  1. Every time I say, “Okay, this is my favorite.” Am I fickle or is your writing getting better and better? Or are you picking themes that we all have experienced? This “come here, go away” is all too familiar and is maddening and heart breaking. Making a solid commitment to a relationship, is not something that many people can do easily. hugs, pat

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